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Wednesday, September 22, 2010
I've got this thing known as a Math Paper 1 in my face now and it is quite irritating cos apart from that, the view of town also happens to be in my face as well. I have SOOO much hw and it's alrdy 9pm and i dunno where to start. I feel like just going to sleep but i know that my prelim results are probably already causing my teachers to be like "Wtfknnccb is sarah ng doing".
I got back my math. I got 35/100. LOL. my life sucks la. I know im supposed to do better. and i did study and all. Just that I was damn anxious and started to panic when i couldn't form the conjecture for Q2. And then Q3 was just mind fucking me. And then Q4 was really just a Cheebye. So basically it went downhill after the first question and I could. not. do. it.
Most people would think my shitults (shit-results) are due to complacency. But i WISH it was complacency. ahahaha. It's not btw. My grades always fluctuate. And from after mid yrs to prelims i was in a constant state of anxiousness and o-m-g-i-am-gg-to-fail-prelims. So. I need to get my act together asap.
I got back my math. I got 35/100. LOL. my life sucks la. I know im supposed to do better. and i did study and all. Just that I was damn anxious and started to panic when i couldn't form the conjecture for Q2. And then Q3 was just mind fucking me. And then Q4 was really just a Cheebye. So basically it went downhill after the first question and I could. not. do. it.
Most people would think my shitults (shit-results) are due to complacency. But i WISH it was complacency. ahahaha. It's not btw. My grades always fluctuate. And from after mid yrs to prelims i was in a constant state of anxiousness and o-m-g-i-am-gg-to-fail-prelims. So. I need to get my act together asap.
shake me. 8:52 PM.
