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Monday, July 12, 2010
Harrow! Today my plan was to go to Tanglin Mall to study. Ended up having lunch with -insertnamehere- and going home, watched Monk for an hour, slept for two, and then did Normal Dist. 2 and 3. The Macs at Tanglin has been replaced by Nandos or sth. (Oh the horror!!!!!)
Anywayyyy. My mom went to collect the key to our new house today. We've been making alot of arrangements and talking about the new house but this has only result in angry shouting/frustration/sadness (on my part)
You see, let me explain.
My current room is not a room but actually a store room converted into a room. To make matters worse, I have to share it with my Popo. Not only do I have to share the room, but also my wardrobe. (My goal is a walk in closet and now i don't even have my own closet. fmlfmlfmlfmflmf) So anyway. I'm not complaining lah, i love my popo and it's great having her around. But it would be nice if THE BOTH OF US had more space. I also have zero privacy and I always have to study in my bro's room and if he's home i have to go to my mum's bed and if they want to sleep (bedtime is at 8pm everyday) i have to go outside where my popo is watching tv.
AND my family does not seem to understand why my things are always all around the house. MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, I HAVE NO ROOM=NO SPACE.
So anyway, I was getting my hopes up for a bigger house and MY OWN ROOM. But thanks to HDB's shitass planning I don't get my own room but at least popo and I get a proper room (not a storeroom). But I was also hoping I would get stuff that I want in my own room, like have the room look like what I want it to look like since it is my room. (popo's fine with anything) SO like,
I tell my dad i want curtains. and He's all like. yup sure can. AND THEN NOW MY MOM says cannot because the room is too small and the curtain will be in my face because the bed is next to the window so we are gonna have shutters or sth. Knn leh really. i ask for ONE FUCKING THING also cannot. Whatever, I am going to buy a carpet and put it in my room. And my lava lamp. And my hammock. (ok i think hammock probably cannot) And a dog.
The day before my mom and I got really pissed off at each other because our designer wants me to have a table which can open up and hence there'll be a mirror and I can put my jewellery and stuff inside. I just want a normal wooden table that cannot do spiffy stuff like turn into a mirror or grow wings and fly. But no, my mom had to bitch me off because I am apparently acting smart and she says she is damn sian of me. Dude, i only said i want a wooden study table.
And also, our new house is pathetically small. Like everything also cannot because the house is"Too Small". Can i have a dog? Too small (ok valid). Can i have full length mirror (at a particular place in my room)? Too small. Can i have sofa bed? Too small. Can I have a normal book shelf (the plan is for the shelf to be jutting out from the wall but i prefer the traditional bookshelf)? Too small. and the best one. CAN I NOT HAVE SLIDING DOORS FOR MY Closet? Too small.
You must be kidding me right. THE ROOM IS TOO SMALL TO HAVE NORMAL CLOSET DOORS.S.Z.X.S.Z.X.S.XZ.ZXSZXSZZZZZZZZZZZZ. omg. TOO MUCH.
and my mom promised me i can have stuff to bake (like oven and all) but she is damn cunning and is trying to convince me not to have those stuff. (She comes home everyday and tells me about the two giant bakeries down stairs = I have so much bread downstairs i don't need to bake) WTFFF.
My house is a (toilet in a) mansion really. But i need to stop being such a whiny bitch about the house. Positive thinking! So i'm gonna tell myself i love the house and it is damn big.
Anywayyyy. My mom went to collect the key to our new house today. We've been making alot of arrangements and talking about the new house but this has only result in angry shouting/frustration/sadness (on my part)
You see, let me explain.
My current room is not a room but actually a store room converted into a room. To make matters worse, I have to share it with my Popo. Not only do I have to share the room, but also my wardrobe. (My goal is a walk in closet and now i don't even have my own closet. fmlfmlfmlfmflmf) So anyway. I'm not complaining lah, i love my popo and it's great having her around. But it would be nice if THE BOTH OF US had more space. I also have zero privacy and I always have to study in my bro's room and if he's home i have to go to my mum's bed and if they want to sleep (bedtime is at 8pm everyday) i have to go outside where my popo is watching tv.
AND my family does not seem to understand why my things are always all around the house. MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, I HAVE NO ROOM=NO SPACE.
So anyway, I was getting my hopes up for a bigger house and MY OWN ROOM. But thanks to HDB's shitass planning I don't get my own room but at least popo and I get a proper room (not a storeroom). But I was also hoping I would get stuff that I want in my own room, like have the room look like what I want it to look like since it is my room. (popo's fine with anything) SO like,
I tell my dad i want curtains. and He's all like. yup sure can. AND THEN NOW MY MOM says cannot because the room is too small and the curtain will be in my face because the bed is next to the window so we are gonna have shutters or sth. Knn leh really. i ask for ONE FUCKING THING also cannot. Whatever, I am going to buy a carpet and put it in my room. And my lava lamp. And my hammock. (ok i think hammock probably cannot) And a dog.
The day before my mom and I got really pissed off at each other because our designer wants me to have a table which can open up and hence there'll be a mirror and I can put my jewellery and stuff inside. I just want a normal wooden table that cannot do spiffy stuff like turn into a mirror or grow wings and fly. But no, my mom had to bitch me off because I am apparently acting smart and she says she is damn sian of me. Dude, i only said i want a wooden study table.
And also, our new house is pathetically small. Like everything also cannot because the house is"Too Small". Can i have a dog? Too small (ok valid). Can i have full length mirror (at a particular place in my room)? Too small. Can i have sofa bed? Too small. Can I have a normal book shelf (the plan is for the shelf to be jutting out from the wall but i prefer the traditional bookshelf)? Too small. and the best one. CAN I NOT HAVE SLIDING DOORS FOR MY Closet? Too small.
You must be kidding me right. THE ROOM IS TOO SMALL TO HAVE NORMAL CLOSET DOORS.S.Z.X.S.Z.X.S.XZ.ZXSZXSZZZZZZZZZZZZ. omg. TOO MUCH.
and my mom promised me i can have stuff to bake (like oven and all) but she is damn cunning and is trying to convince me not to have those stuff. (She comes home everyday and tells me about the two giant bakeries down stairs = I have so much bread downstairs i don't need to bake) WTFFF.
My house is a (toilet in a) mansion really. But i need to stop being such a whiny bitch about the house. Positive thinking! So i'm gonna tell myself i love the house and it is damn big.
shake me. 9:27 PM.
