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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Hi guys!
Had my lit exam today. Glad its ovaaaa.But I need to remind myself that perhaps exams have not ended yet. I am also deeply disappointed in myself for forgetting to write certain stuff in my lit essay (fuckingcbmofoccbknnwtfwtfwtf) and i will HANG myself if i get a 9/50. (I know i keep harping over it, like MOVE ON right but no when you get 9/50 for lit, it SCARS you because it totally confirms that you are retarded.)
Next up, things between this very cute boy and I have been good game more or less. Fighting with him is like a journey of Self-Discovery. Messages pretty much go like this "WTF WTF WTF WTF -more yelling in caps- WTF....................................................WTH". and "Omg i want to die"
and when we are able to talk like civilised people it always goes back to being angry again. But oh well not all hope is lost. and some talking is always better than no talking. I am hoping time will heal this because i hate seeing him angry and sad (although it is v cute sometimes when i am not angry myself) and I need to get a reality check on my patience level. and my anger level.
But how i am holding up now is not making me proud of myself so i need to try harder. (i.e. stop being a bitchhhhhh)
Plans for June holidays:
1. Zoo with jakeybear
2. Sex and the City 2 with lionel (lololol)
3. Twinkle's coming for a sleepover + Shrek (i love shrek)
4. Kuantan (namera)
5. Expo shopping with Pookie (i love expo sales)
6. Flea shopping with Pookie ( i love fleas)
7. Meet up with Val and Jdawg
8. Meet LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL and engage in a enthralling conversation about dogs followed by going to Kino to look at dog books (LOLLLLLLLL i swear we're retarded)
9. work at sogurt if lips needs me
I'm imposing a No Clubbing and No Getting Drunk rule on myself this holidays so i can balance between studying and non-studying enjoyment since we all know the moment i drink the week that follows is basically fucked up already. But right now im considering tweaking the rule from No Getting Drunk to No Getting Drunk As Hell so at least it leaves room for drinking. But no. i must not be weak. WEAKHUMDOGNOOB. Ok. Also, kbear and i have been watching FUCKINGGGG funny videos on youtube on pranks. and Kieran and Zac have vowed that they are going to prank me whichleaves me feeling very scared since the two of them are fuckinngggggg cunning. But once again, i must not be weak. ahahahaha. ok chaoousaiii
Had my lit exam today. Glad its ovaaaa.But I need to remind myself that perhaps exams have not ended yet. I am also deeply disappointed in myself for forgetting to write certain stuff in my lit essay (fuckingcbmofoccbknnwtfwtfwtf) and i will HANG myself if i get a 9/50. (I know i keep harping over it, like MOVE ON right but no when you get 9/50 for lit, it SCARS you because it totally confirms that you are retarded.)
Next up, things between this very cute boy and I have been good game more or less. Fighting with him is like a journey of Self-Discovery. Messages pretty much go like this "WTF WTF WTF WTF -more yelling in caps- WTF....................................................WTH". and "Omg i want to die"
and when we are able to talk like civilised people it always goes back to being angry again. But oh well not all hope is lost. and some talking is always better than no talking. I am hoping time will heal this because i hate seeing him angry and sad (although it is v cute sometimes when i am not angry myself) and I need to get a reality check on my patience level. and my anger level.
But how i am holding up now is not making me proud of myself so i need to try harder. (i.e. stop being a bitchhhhhh)
Plans for June holidays:
1. Zoo with jakeybear
2. Sex and the City 2 with lionel (lololol)
3. Twinkle's coming for a sleepover + Shrek (i love shrek)
4. Kuantan (namera)
5. Expo shopping with Pookie (i love expo sales)
6. Flea shopping with Pookie ( i love fleas)
7. Meet up with Val and Jdawg
8. Meet LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL and engage in a enthralling conversation about dogs followed by going to Kino to look at dog books (LOLLLLLLLL i swear we're retarded)
9. work at sogurt if lips needs me
I'm imposing a No Clubbing and No Getting Drunk rule on myself this holidays so i can balance between studying and non-studying enjoyment since we all know the moment i drink the week that follows is basically fucked up already. But right now im considering tweaking the rule from No Getting Drunk to No Getting Drunk As Hell so at least it leaves room for drinking. But no. i must not be weak. WEAKHUMDOGNOOB. Ok. Also, kbear and i have been watching FUCKINGGGG funny videos on youtube on pranks. and Kieran and Zac have vowed that they are going to prank me whichleaves me feeling very scared since the two of them are fuckinngggggg cunning. But once again, i must not be weak. ahahahaha. ok chaoousaiii
shake me. 7:59 PM.
