Okay after much thinking, i realised i'm growing up, sort of an adult now, just going through an awkward phase(?) But i have to start behaving like one and take responsibility for my actions and not just always expect people to forgive me when i mess up. I also need to start thinking about other people. Because if i dont start now, i am going to turn into a cold, emotionless, heartless bitch and i never used to be like that. I would always love passionately and care whole heartedly but now with all the things that get in the way and in life it's changing me for the worse so i have to chill the hell out.
Anyway this is not an emo post. it is just self reflection.
shake me. 2:57 PM.