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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
korkor: what time you wanna go to lips shop
me: idk la... not so early.... 10?
korkor:....
me: eh oh ya the shop opens at 1030. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
korkor: hahaha you want to go before the store opens
HAHAHAHAH. this conversation was damn funny. i super win leh. the other day i was talking to judith about torpedos when she was like "?!?!? do you mean tornado" and i was like. er... oh ya.
shake me. 8:44 PM.
Hello, today i was required to give a speech on pw in the PAC for ten minutes. I hate public speaking. HATE IT. but i realised with more public speaking that i do it becomes slightly (veryvery slightly) less intimidating and scary. So that's good i guess.
Yesterday was the rehearsals and it was like PW all over again. i didnt know what to say so like. just talked nonsense the whole way through. then i was informed the sharing session is fucking today so like panic for 5 minutes because i thought it was maybe next week. ahahahaha.
But it went well i guess, it was very formal so i had to control myself from saying anth informal and like, PEOPLE WERE SLEEPING. i damn angry. but ok cannot be like "eh wake up assholes" AHAHA.
Anyway, charlotte's busy preparing for JJC's party. and yesterday giamasan announced officially that she's leaving us, which is FANTASTIC because i mean what better way to show us she loves us than to leave mid way through the most important term/year in our lives. Good game. Thanks for caring so much. (sense the bitterness not)
I've also been blogging alot less lately (idk why) i guess no mood.
My brother's been trying to quit smoking so it's his third day and he says the side effects are that hes abit bad mood sometimes (ANOTHER grouchy boii in my life) ahahahaha. ok im going off now. but i hope his no smoking thing goes well.
shake me. 10:15 PM.
BTW, my grades totally good game this time.
U S E E E
(nothing above 50) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i fucking win. Ok, mid years everything B (aim high, for the sky)
shake me. 9:45 PM.
So like, on Saturday a couple of us gathered to support the baby of the Brotherhood at Danceworks. there were like 24 teams and they were the 2nd to perform. But I stayed on to watch the other teams dance, together with justine and vallo.
There was a point where Justine and Jane went to the flea while Judith and Asses had already gone off so it was just me and val. Then because the whole theme of danceworks is Anti-drugs there were a couple of dances featuring motherfucking scary dancers with shit scary make up and eyes rolled to the back of their heads (good acting siol..................) but anyway, Val and I got really scared and even had to hold hands. HAHAHAHAHA.
J, V and I spent a lovely afternoon together after a long time apart. We walked around trying to find Koi but had to settle with some other type of bubbletea in the end. We went to the flea later on and J went home while Val and i totally went crazy with shopping. it was very nice. ahahaha
Yesterday my family and ah yee's family went for a nice dinner at sopranos. I wore my platforms. they are surprisingly comfortable. My brother said i looked like a freak because my shoes make me like a head taller than everyone. it's damn fun tho. ahahaha. he is just upset because im taller than him.
Lips shop (Sogurt) is opening soon on 3rd of April so yall should go check it out. i'll put the flyer up here soon.
shake me. 8:57 PM.
Hi guys, a couple of my results are out and it is a clear indication of my lack of knowledge in, well, all of the subjects. I think i should start studying soon, probably, unless i think retaking A's next year would be a better option. (Not.) I am totally moving from the green/amber to the Red Light District! (said in the damn funny Ludacris voice) (btw, its some growth chart nonsense at the back of my class)
Anyway, I need to do something about my hair and spectacles soon. My hair is super annoying (gets in my eyes + ugly + split ends) and my specs are really old and scratched up. And they keep flying off. Today we were dancing to Fame and on the third count my specs flew off and i had to dance the rest of the dance basically, blind. It was also distracting to suddenly have everything around me blurred up.
Anyway, i think dance is stressing me out quite badly because there are so many routines and I cannot get them properly and today jessica taught us this insane choreo that Justine and I feel is bound to make ryan eat the radio when he watches us dance. My shoulder is all bruised up now.
Sigh.
Anyway, my favourite brother (he happens to be my only one) finally downloaded the songs for me (thankxzsxzs) and today we made damn alot of good CL B jokes at justine.
J: I am going to top CL B
me: Uhm.............. I think you try to pass first............................?
Nut: Uhm............. I think you let those who didnt get double Us........? (her written and oral both U)
me: Uhm............... I think you let those who didn't speak Mongolian during their oral........?
HAHAHAHAHAH.
and then during geography there was irritating laughter which lasted a good 5 minutes coming from the back, so like. after awhile Nadia and I both turned at the same time (slowly) then we saw who it was coming from, then we turned back in front (slowly) then nadia looked at me and said "Oh. My. God." and it was a majorrrr LOLOLOLOL moment.
Anyway, walked back to class with chris, he can't spell for nuts seriously.
JC 1 he asked how to spell "yay" and then this year he spelled sacrifice as "scarifice" and madam damo asked if hes dyslexic HAHAHAHA. and then on the way back i asked him how to spell sophisticated (spelling test), he said "S-O-P-I..." fail.
then extensive.
"X-T EH, NONO. WAHHH TRICK QUESTION THIS ONE"
AHAHAHAH. omg. omg. omg.
Me nad alex and kez went for a meal the other day, nad was texting par. par spells definitely as "Definately" so i smsed par "definItely" and she is all "definately what" and to nadia "Why the fuck is sarah telling me definately" so i msg par again "definItely" and then she finally got it. it was damnnnnn funny. ahahahahaha
Ok my classmates damn funny. And they both got higher than me for gp HAHAHAH. life sux. but dont take drugs. Eat rainbows. Ok i need to sleep. SO MUCH FOR SLEEPING AT 10 TODAY knnccbwtfbbqmofo
shake me. 12:02 AM.
Hello, today was the second day of term 2 and i am already feeling like i want to die.
I had the worst morning today because i was still feeling like a dick for everything that's happened and i hate it when someone is angry with me especially when i actually do care for that person (my actions totally contrast this i know)
So anyway quite a few of my closer friends are damn surprised that i am still so patient and waiting for forgiveness because under normal circumstances (According to them) i would have said ok fuck off a long time ago. But no i am still trying and im not gonna give up unless he gives up first. anddd it is my fault. and i do wuv him. so yeah. (hi if you are reading this btw. i m u)
luckily though, my day did get alot better sometime in the afternoon. even though i found out i U-ed my math (prediction fail.) btw i change my predictions to all Us ok.
anyway, he shook my hand for getting a U, and the day before i LOL-ed at him for his inability to do math. so i think maybe we should stop being so supportive of each other's academic failures. ahahahha.
ok, i gotta go now, feeling real tired.
shake me. 8:06 PM.
OMG i swear, the angel and the devil are totally talking to me right now (you know the whole left and right shoulder thing)
I want to die. urgheruhgurhughurhughurhughurhguhruhgurhurhughruhru.
shake me. 12:46 AM.
Night guys
(not my house/bed/room btw. but yah thats my grandma)
shake me. 12:38 AM.
Hi guys,
today at about 2pm after i had my lunch which consisted of chicken rice and beetroot juice (simultaneously i was watching Paris guess who got booted out today bitchezzzz ok its katelynn and nicole) I decided a short nap (maybe 3 or 4 hours) would be nice because the weather was all rainy and cosy. But then i switched on the aircon and took a look around me and my room is a mess and so is my house.
I've been wanting to pack my stuff for awhile now and yesterday while i had some time i packed and threw out alot of books.
So anyway, because of all the drama thats going on I have been somewhat shutting myself out and in some ways the medicine helped because those are seriously drugs i swear. So basically I don't really have alot of emotions and hence i am not the usual sentimental girl that i am so i could throw out alot of stuff. My house is so cluttered because I refuse to throw stuff out because one day i "might have some use for it". But truth is, I don't, probably never will and i wouldn't even know it's gone after I throw it out.
As such, i got down and dirty and threw away probably half of the stuff that i have. (I haven't even touched my clothes yettttt)
So anyway. Packed my jewellery, my make up, my moisturizers/perfume/hairspray/othernonsense to put on my face
Then i moved to the sock drawer.
and then now i'm doing the paper work. I've been at it for about 5 hours now. But while packing I'm also watching Ugly Betty. Watched about 4 episodes already. Last night i stayed up watching monk, ugly betty, 90210. I fucking win know.
Other than the facebook wars (deleted so dont bother checking) (j&shaun had their own fbwars), my day has been void of much social communication. Which is nice, i like being alone sometimes.
Anyway, i'm filing my shit now and i know after i do this i will feel a great sense of accomplishment since i have not done ANYTHING this holidays (other than sleeping to recover from hangovers and disease and going out)
And "file my shit" has been on all the To-do-lists that i have created since the beginning of Term One in year 1.
So that's quite alot of paper. I hate paper. Oh and btw, I threw out ALL my chinese things- paper, books, dictionary. SO relieved (sorry to all you CLBabies hi boo, hi jud, hi nad, hi alex) Ps i realised i had 3 4 chinese dictionaries-what the?!?!?!
Anyway, in more important news (besides spring cleaning) Cheeseballs has moved temporarily to AMK which is like a big fucking middle finger. But at least she'll be back for weekends. But hi cheeseballs, btw, when you move back it'll be like october, so i'll be taking my exams, and then like. it'll be my turn to be gone (queenstown). sigh :(
Ok, bye guys!
shake me. 8:19 PM.
Okay after much thinking, i realised i'm growing up, sort of an adult now, just going through an awkward phase(?) But i have to start behaving like one and take responsibility for my actions and not just always expect people to forgive me when i mess up. I also need to start thinking about other people. Because if i dont start now, i am going to turn into a cold, emotionless, heartless bitch and i never used to be like that. I would always love passionately and care whole heartedly but now with all the things that get in the way and in life it's changing me for the worse so i have to chill the hell out.
Anyway this is not an emo post. it is just self reflection.
shake me. 2:57 PM.
For fucks sake.
fighting for 3 days is not fun.
shake me. 12:00 PM.
Hello everybody! Sorry i haven't been updating this space of late. Been really busy with dance. And going out. Ahaha.
Anyway, major drama happened on wednesday night. ABCD went out. I need to stop fucking up every holiday. Like, seriously. EVERY school break i have to break a heart.
So anyway, i fucked up real bad, trying to make things right now...
I'm sick now (retribution)
So just chilling at home. I'm on alot of medication and seriously its damn strong. They say it makes you "drowsy" more like Unconscious. ahaha. ok bye now.
UPDATE:
Ok, why must i always behave like a moron. why.
shake me. 5:45 PM.
Eh so like, i just want to say that my throat needs to chill the fuck out sia.
Anyway Justine has decided to go on this "No Drinking unless it's with Shaun" kinda thing. I guess i should be supporting her. And eventually i will come round to, but for now WHAT in the fucking world man. for real.
I went to the polyclinic today, also got an mc. They now change the way the polyclinic mcs function because now you dont have to get the chop. Not a smart idea. So like... the next time you go to the polyclinic just to get an mc you just take and go la. damn shiok.
Anyway the doctor's medicine doesn't seem to be helping me. Oh and i watched Anaconda today. it's a nice show. the graphics are shit tho. first time i'm seeing Jlo act i think. ahahah
shake me. 10:26 PM.