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Saturday, February 13, 2010
So like, had a pretty good day yesterday. We did a dance in school for CNY. I messed up within about 10 seconds. But this time Justine won (My Father's dance at CCA bazaar Nut was declared winner) because she stopped dancing halfway and she was standing in front. I watched the video and it's not very obvious though. But freaking funny. My brother and I watched, laughed, replayed, laughed again, watched, laughed again. Hahahaha.
After dancing i went for Math Lec. Started getting restless about an hour into the lecture. Brian and I started throwing sweet wrappers at each other. I got called to answer a question (retribution for asking the teacher to call J's name during math lec) Everyone laughed at me. Haiz. hahahaha.
Ok then we left for Plaza sing where we ate at carl's and then went to watch a Valentine's Day. I sat in between Chris and Chin seng, dropped my drink on the floor (thank god i spilled it in front), got very upset and disturbed when the cutest guy in the show turned out to be gay and laughed at chinseng who got very excited when he saw the name Kiko Kiko. HAHAHAHA.
After that we took shitloads of pictures and i had to rush off to church. At church i got very angry with my father because i was in a foul mood and he wanted to stay and sing the blessing song when it was already 9.30pm and i wanted to get home.
Got home, met evan and cheeseballs and alot of other people. Ben fed me food cos i didn't want to dirty my hands. He claimed that made him feel gay because usually girls are the ones feeding guys. ahahahahaha.
And then cheeseballs went home and evan and i got to talk alot. It was a much needed talk i guess. He told me how he really feels, upset and all that i forgot about him and how much he wanted me to just ask him to come back, etc. He was also frustrated that i had a lack of expression. I remained expressionless and i was lost for words. Kinda shocked me how much dedication he has for me and how much i mean to him. what he said was true "you're in my heart always but for you i guess you when we dont see each other you forget about me"
Told him about my chick over dicks theory. Felt like a bastard.
But i really don't know how to react so i just smiled.
Things ended with him telling me he wants to kill himself because hes stuck back in the same place. I laughed and i missed someone else.
I went home at 1am.
Today i ran some errands, then i got home and the sun's heat made me feel very alive and happy. So i got home, changed, grabbed my book and headed back down to tan for abit. Anyway, now i gotta get ready to go out soon.
After dancing i went for Math Lec. Started getting restless about an hour into the lecture. Brian and I started throwing sweet wrappers at each other. I got called to answer a question (retribution for asking the teacher to call J's name during math lec) Everyone laughed at me. Haiz. hahahaha.
Ok then we left for Plaza sing where we ate at carl's and then went to watch a Valentine's Day. I sat in between Chris and Chin seng, dropped my drink on the floor (thank god i spilled it in front), got very upset and disturbed when the cutest guy in the show turned out to be gay and laughed at chinseng who got very excited when he saw the name Kiko Kiko. HAHAHAHA.
After that we took shitloads of pictures and i had to rush off to church. At church i got very angry with my father because i was in a foul mood and he wanted to stay and sing the blessing song when it was already 9.30pm and i wanted to get home.
Got home, met evan and cheeseballs and alot of other people. Ben fed me food cos i didn't want to dirty my hands. He claimed that made him feel gay because usually girls are the ones feeding guys. ahahahahaha.
And then cheeseballs went home and evan and i got to talk alot. It was a much needed talk i guess. He told me how he really feels, upset and all that i forgot about him and how much he wanted me to just ask him to come back, etc. He was also frustrated that i had a lack of expression. I remained expressionless and i was lost for words. Kinda shocked me how much dedication he has for me and how much i mean to him. what he said was true "you're in my heart always but for you i guess you when we dont see each other you forget about me"
Told him about my chick over dicks theory. Felt like a bastard.
But i really don't know how to react so i just smiled.
Things ended with him telling me he wants to kill himself because hes stuck back in the same place. I laughed and i missed someone else.
I went home at 1am.
Today i ran some errands, then i got home and the sun's heat made me feel very alive and happy. So i got home, changed, grabbed my book and headed back down to tan for abit. Anyway, now i gotta get ready to go out soon.
shake me. 5:06 PM.
