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Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Hi guys,
Orientation is tomorrow. I know a couple of people in my OG already (Hi rach! There's a Gerard, a Baron and a Shannon) (those are all guys btw, idk where the girls are)
Anyway. I think I am more scared than excited. Because like. I know i have a very warped personality -shouting, dramatic (this one is because of Nut and Justine and Judith and Charlotte, srsly.) i curse like a sailor, -insert all my bad traits here-
I am deathly afriad that i will become like the OGL i wanted to slap last year.
Note to self: Don't be fucking happy and chirpy in the morning
Ok next, found out Rach is in my OG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOMGOGM.
ahahahaha But now even more stress cos like... if she doesn't have fun I will feel bad. And i hope i don't irritate her. Because 6 days tgther is v long and like... I will have to boss them around. But seriously i just hope we all have fun and i don't become a monster. Ahahaha.
I gotta report in school at 6.30am tomorrow. I usually wake up at that time.................................
hahaha. Ok anyway. I hope i don't do anything that will get me "immediately sent back to class" (quote Mr tan, Mr li, Amanda) Soong teck reckons he's definitely gonna have to go back to class. HAHAHAHAHA damn funny.
Anyway, today's Joshua's birthday. Kinda sad cos like. I was looking forward to today since we started dating because he turns 27 on the 27th. (i know i am retarded la ok) So i was planning on planning something big. But then we broke up and yada yada yada skip to the next year pls get over it alrdy hell-o. ahahaha
But to put it simply, I am sad because of what today could have been. I know im more or less over him. Just that you know, its sad that we didn't and probably will never work out. Ok, I don't know how to phrase it correctly. But its a very cliched thing, you guys can probably understand.
Haiz. K, goodnight everyone.
Orientation is tomorrow. I know a couple of people in my OG already (Hi rach! There's a Gerard, a Baron and a Shannon) (those are all guys btw, idk where the girls are)
Anyway. I think I am more scared than excited. Because like. I know i have a very warped personality -shouting, dramatic (this one is because of Nut and Justine and Judith and Charlotte, srsly.) i curse like a sailor, -insert all my bad traits here-
I am deathly afriad that i will become like the OGL i wanted to slap last year.
Note to self: Don't be fucking happy and chirpy in the morning
Ok next, found out Rach is in my OG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOMGOGM.
ahahahaha But now even more stress cos like... if she doesn't have fun I will feel bad. And i hope i don't irritate her. Because 6 days tgther is v long and like... I will have to boss them around. But seriously i just hope we all have fun and i don't become a monster. Ahahaha.
I gotta report in school at 6.30am tomorrow. I usually wake up at that time.................................
hahaha. Ok anyway. I hope i don't do anything that will get me "immediately sent back to class" (quote Mr tan, Mr li, Amanda) Soong teck reckons he's definitely gonna have to go back to class. HAHAHAHAHA damn funny.
Anyway, today's Joshua's birthday. Kinda sad cos like. I was looking forward to today since we started dating because he turns 27 on the 27th. (i know i am retarded la ok) So i was planning on planning something big. But then we broke up and yada yada yada skip to the next year pls get over it alrdy hell-o. ahahaha
But to put it simply, I am sad because of what today could have been. I know im more or less over him. Just that you know, its sad that we didn't and probably will never work out. Ok, I don't know how to phrase it correctly. But its a very cliched thing, you guys can probably understand.
Haiz. K, goodnight everyone.
shake me. 9:11 PM.
