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Saturday, October 31, 2009
Updates:
Nigel: Bloody victim/murderer
Vallo: Shrek (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH)
Rach: Lady gaga
shake me. 11:49 PM.
Talking to Gerard on a Saturday night:
gerard says:
once again
say hey or hi
not oi or eh
✯rah. says:
oh cannot say eh
okok
Hi darling
gerard says:
hi sweetheart
gerard says:
ok
btw
since eugene and u are now single, why dun u 2 get together? :)
gerard says:
so you wearing bikini is it
✯rah. says:
AHAHA. no
gerard says:
why?
dun tell me guys swimming only
✯rah. says:
i dont have
jud and justine wearing i think
dont worry lah
gerard says:
but i want yours ah
yours f cup
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
anyway guys, i can SEE when you are STARING AT MY BOOBS.
shake me. 10:26 PM.
Learning how to let you go
Learning how to let us go
Learning how to live without you.
shake me. 1:12 PM.
EH. HAPPY HALLOWEEN GUYS! ahahahaha. My halloween party's on the 7th.
Anyway. let me update you on who's coming as what.
Nigel: Asses' boyfriend
Asses: Nigel's girlfriend
Me: Skanky Nerd (was just supposed to be nerd but NOOO. my breasts had to interfere again. so everything i wear makes me look like a skank)
Judith: Doll (so cute)
Nut: Pontianak (so appropriate)
Justine: Bloody nun
Charlotte: ???
the rest: ???
shake me. 10:51 AM.
Since Juzzy quoted from Nut's blog (
http://nutnutfartfart.livejournal.com) i decided to do the same.
"I hate making new friends cos you have to say nice stuff and be all.... fake. But thank God I dont have to do that. Hee hee."
shit. i LAUGHED out loud at that. OMG. hahahahahhahahahahahh. Nut. PLEASE. you do that everyday!!!
shake me. 10:43 AM.
Justine has switched Pubs for Parks. Honestly, I am very happy.
shake me. 10:24 PM.
HI!!! Meet my class!!!!!!!! :) They are the cutest.
Meet my cohord. AHAHAHA. I'm the one with long hair black specs, in blue uniform.
shake me. 7:39 PM.
Hi.............................................. I feel damn sian now. Like I wanna go out and do something instead of rotting on the bed with my computer and the TV on. I mean, Sheesh. It's not even GG! (True GG fan)
Siansational...........................................................................................
I think now would be a good time to pack my closet and make my calendar. Okay. Will do so soon.
shake me. 7:26 PM.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
ashesWOOHOO! says:
idk. nobody knows,
I NEED TO GET DRUNK OMGOSH
✯rah. says:
eh same
14th
hold yourrr horses
ashesWOOHOO! says:
14th?
I thought 7th?
✯rah. says:
fuck sorry
say wrongly
7th 7th
HAHAHAHA
ashesWOOHOO! says:
fuck it's okay
YAY
i'm damn excited
i'm like humping my pillow((:
shake me. 10:27 PM.
So today was the End of JC1 Ceremony/ Byebye Brother Paul (He ain't heavy, he's my brother.) HAHAHA
Spent the whole 2 hours:
- sleeping
-listening to judders tell me she really has to pee
-trying to ask charlotte for mercy and delete the fug pics she took of me __
-wearing melvin and heidi's watches (X men)
-listening to the big P talk about jupiter, mars, earth etc etc (NOTHING to do with anything) he just wants to show off that he's bigger than ALL of them put together (cos hes God)
After the ceremony, Nut stood outside my class and said.
"Hi sarah I got brownie"
then she immediately puts the entire thing into her mouth
So i head to her class to get the brownie myself and it was damn good. for real. and i snatched nut's brownie too. HAHAHAH. and then i tried to snatch again but she basically just threw it on the floor and i had to sweep it. I DONT EVEN SWEEP IN MY OWN CLASS. then they were all laughing at me. DAMN bad. Nut damn fake btw. She told me ytd she was gonna walk me to the canteen. We got to the end of the 5th floor just about to go down the staircase when she smiles at me and goes "ok bye!"
We left school and took a bus to TP interchange where we met this actor. ok not met. we saw him eating. So me and justine stood beside him and took pictures. He was behind a glass so that means we didnt ask him for permission. he also wasnt aware we were taking pictures with him. then he kept looking at us wondering like what the fuck. I'll show you guys the pictures. damn funny like mad!!!
We took the longest bus ride ever to boo's place and on the bus i fell asleep and kept hitting my head on the window. By the time we got home and ate, we decided to take a nap. it was 2.30pm so we agreed to set the alarm clock at 3.30pm. it was damn cute. the three of us just sleeping on the floor in the living room. machiam like homeless kids (in a home) HAHAHAHA.
Anyway thanks to justine who slyly snoozed her alarm clock we woke up at 4.30 instead.
HAHAHAAHHA. then we watched the neighbour's 3 angmoh kids dance to poker face. damn cute.
shake me. 7:58 PM.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Nigel. hell yes. says:
ashes is a retard
HAHAH
AHHAHA ashes fucking funny
✯rah. says:
omg
is this love?
Nigel. hell yes. says:
no la
his entertainment damn funny
lolz
Nigel. hell yes. says:
eh nothing sexual pls
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAA.
Today we had this LAME seminar on the army again. omg. Please. Well, like they say. If you can't bring the kids to the army open house (for the third time this year), bring the army to them.
At least it was in the PAC where the air conditioning was good. Justine's teacher is goddamn annoying.
Anyway guys. Eh. Hi. Got no new boy lah ok? I tell everyone Im not dating till im 50 and within 12 days 4 people have asked me if i have a new bf/like a new guy already. CHILLAX YALL.
Gonna find a bf on 14th Nov @ hooters
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
shake me. 9:25 PM.
Harrow kraaazy bitchezz. Got back my promo results yesterday. sUrPrIsE sUrPrIsE!!! Okay, i just wanna say that DURING promos, i freaked out like a muddabitch because i was havign this panick attack/depression/numbness and justine thinks its a joke but its really not because i broke down and cried like i was 5 TWICE and it was not funny and i dont know why it happened either (prolly stress, idk?!?!!)
anyway. Hi guys, back to the point. I did really well. I've been telling people i did really well and when they hear my results they're like... I thought really well meant maybe ONE A at least?? But hey. guys. let's keep it real. I'm the one who was planning what to do after failing promos THE NIGHT BEFORE MY EXAM, ok? I wasnt even half sure I could pass promos. But i didn't even care which was why I didnt really look/seem all that worried. but now that i've actually made it through im ecstatic and freaking thank God man. FOR REAL.
Anyway. before i tell you my results. look at what nadia just said to me.
Naddy says:
HAHHAHA you high or you stoned
__ nadia. HAHAHA.
ok another sidetrack: MY GRANDMA FUCKING IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok results. ok wait no another side track: today we had the Cutting of our strings ceremony which was our deal if BOTH of us could promote(me and justine) witnessed by my class and nut and charlotte. so my wrist is string free. but i need another one man. feel damn empty. AND THEN i broke my own sex band. so now i really have nothing on my wrist. SIGH.
okok results.
GP: D
H1 Lit: E
H1 Chinese: C (short of B by 1 knnccbkthxbai)
H2 Geography: C
H2 Math: B
H2 Econs: B
Nigel only found out today that josh and i broke up. So hes all "why you never tell me" X 10000. So i just put JOSH AND I BROKE UP on my msn nick and went offline and online 3 times. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. HAPPY NOT NIGEL?
"yes fucking happy"
shake me. 8:26 PM.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I want to punch everything that reminds me of Josh (Nearly everything)
and i also want to punch all the couples.
NO DATING TILL 50. hahahhahahahahahhaa.
shake me. 2:20 AM.
Dearest Sarah,
When you are done with doing nothing, you might want to pack your closet and the table.
Love,
the small part of you that is not a lazy ass.
shake me. 1:12 AM.
Trezelle says:
hahaha
ok
for every subject we fail, we deserve a hug
✯rah. says:
ok
did i tell you
i got back econs
Trezelle says:
omg
*hug*
✯rah. says:
why you hug
i never fail
__
Trezelle says:
hahaha
✯rah. says:
cb immediately assume i fail
Trezelle says:
omg what u got
:)
shake me. 10:39 PM.
shake me. 9:57 PM.
Hi babies! I'm finally done with GG Season One after spending most of my free time the past 4 days cooped up in the room.
These few days I don't really watch TV while i eat which is surprising. Nowadays I prefer to sit at the dining table and have a quiet meal by myself. Shocking. But I think maybe it's therapeutic.
Today when i got home from school I sat there and ate my wholemeal rye bread with smoked salmon and wasabi. Strange combination but it worked well. Read the papers too. Nuttin' inneresting.
Uhmmmm I know i have to do alot of things now. But i dont really know what. So i'd better go find out. HAHAHA. love!
shake me. 8:32 PM.
Family Photoshoot in a couple of weeks. I have no clothes.
Love yall!
shake me. 1:01 AM.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Hi babies!
It's 2.45am now and I am stopping my Gossip Girl Marathon.
I only completed 6 out of the 25 episodes.
It's freaking addictive. I dont want to stop. But we are going to kidnap little jakeybear tomorrow at 9am so I have to stop.
I was supposed to start my marathon at 1pm when i got home from school but i ended up watching Oprah and sleeping and then I had to get ready and go out for Ah Dniu's 58th birthday dinner. Dinner was lovely. I had fun. It was fucking hot. We ate at Jumbo but there were no seats inside so we sat outside by the river. Niice.
Oh and OMG. Today i was a complete loser. While walking out of school to the bus stop my bus had already arrived but i was like fuck it, im not running (because my boobs will hit my face) So twinkle and I sat at the bus stop and she took the bus to go to Botanical Gardens while I waited for 985. Dayna and Heidi came along and sat beside me. I was talking to Dayna and totally didn't see the next 985 pass me. Was damn angry. hahahahahaha. But after that i talked to Zac and Gerard. Zac asked me if i wanted to go to Burger Shacks with him and his friend. I said I had twenty cents. HAHAHAHA.
Anyway during dinner just now I told my aunt's family about the break up. This is a first for me. The reactions that I have been getting from friends and family are crazy and worlds apart.
Justine, val and jiejie lydia were so happy. (and neh neh)
My popo doesn't believe it.
Kumar was sad and she gave me the greatest advice and also told me to make sure i know what im doing because Josh has really done alot for me.
My mum was very worried about Josh and how he's taking it. My dad was worried about me and he said maybe next time we could get back.
Parveena and a few others were heart broken. (i know, she is so cute) I was the one who had to comfort Par in the end. HAHAHAHAHA
I find it very annoying that my cousins are actually happy... IDK it's like they never understood how much he meant to me or something. But I know thats not it because i was happy when andrew and justine broke up even though she was mad upset about it.
As for me, I know I haven't been saying much about the break up. I know it's very sudden to most. And i cant confirm that I know what I am doing. So far I have more or less been okay. Haven't really given it much thought. I need more time to sort out things, to get over him.
I hope you guys don't think I am now faking the happy. Because I'm not. For some reason I am not really affected. I don't know why either. which is why i need more time. Maybe cos Josh and I gradually lost it, maybe cos I'm unconsciously throwing away my feelings.
One side of me is excited about what the future holds
The other side of me makes me want to take out my heart so I will never love or hurt again.
I know that when it hits me, it's going to be pretty bad. Josh meant the world to me. But when it happens I will call 911 (aka Justine and Vallo) who will come with ice cream for me. Love.
Ps thank you for all the condolence notes, smses, hugs. HAHAH.
shake me. 2:42 AM.
Thursday, October 22, 2009