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Saturday, September 12, 2009
Was supposed to have tuition today. But thank the mighty heavens that tuition was cancelled because twinkle was sick. Ok not thankful that she is sick but that tuition is cancelled because really when my mind has turned into nothing there is really not much left to "tutor"
Anyway. Joshua and I are fine now. Well, fine is not really the right word. But anyway thanks for all the "it's not your fault"s and the "it's your fault"s and the "you are so stupid but i love you anyway"s. So anyway. the reason why joshua and i are fine now is because an even bigger problem has popped up. This has made him realise that being angry with me now is not the clever thing to do since we will probably be breaking up in a matter of days(?) Anyway, this time it's a really big and serious problem and it's the first time breaking up is actually slapped into myface AND the first time i actually believe it's going to motherfucking happen. It's too big of a problem that im not even going to fucking make bad jokes at it. For real.
Chances of us staying together now are pretty fucking slim and i just want to die.
And in case you guys are thinking now oh.my.god, what the fuck is happening. its because of religion, ok?
and honestly i dont have a fucking clue what to do now. so i am just going to eat because im hungry. bye.
Anyway. Joshua and I are fine now. Well, fine is not really the right word. But anyway thanks for all the "it's not your fault"s and the "it's your fault"s and the "you are so stupid but i love you anyway"s. So anyway. the reason why joshua and i are fine now is because an even bigger problem has popped up. This has made him realise that being angry with me now is not the clever thing to do since we will probably be breaking up in a matter of days(?) Anyway, this time it's a really big and serious problem and it's the first time breaking up is actually slapped into myface AND the first time i actually believe it's going to motherfucking happen. It's too big of a problem that im not even going to fucking make bad jokes at it. For real.
Chances of us staying together now are pretty fucking slim and i just want to die.
And in case you guys are thinking now oh.my.god, what the fuck is happening. its because of religion, ok?
and honestly i dont have a fucking clue what to do now. so i am just going to eat because im hungry. bye.
shake me. 12:09 PM.
