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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
War like never before
Hello friends. today i had a morethanperfect day with joshybaby. but more on that tomorrow because we need to get to the root of the problem.
Which is my Mum.
So like. Justine's brothers/cousins started the She Shouldn't Be Clubbing Foundation for Justine and i get the Spy On Sarah Through Facebook Secret Society created by my cousins.
except that this time they spy on me through facebook (as the name suggests) and then they CALL MY MOTHER TO TELL HER.
I mean, seriously guys... what the fuck right? So there was a pic of justine posing with a ciggy in her mouth (she doesnt smoke) and now my mum thinks she smokes and therefore she is bad influence etc etc.
So today i came home fucking happy because i had a lovely time with joshy. then my mum has to ruin it by telling me im not allowed to stay over at justine's anymore.
She knows i drink after the Unfortunate Event. So she and my dad are like. OH YOU WERE NEVER LIKE THIS BEFORE. EVERYONE SAYS THEY ARE NOT GOING TO GET ADDICTED BUT LOOK AT YOUR BROTHER. (my brother spoiled my life lah fuck)
Ok, so guys, here is the deal.
In secondary school, i came home everyday after school because my mum has a stupid No going out during school term rule. So i complied and came home to do NOTHING everyday (i swear.)
after four years, i am now in jc and i realised i fucking wasted my four years. so obviously now i start going out more and shit. I highly highly doubt im the kind to bow down to peer pressure. I've been exposed to people who smoke since primary 6 and if i had wanted to pick up the cancer causing habit i would have done so a fucking long time ago.
I am fucking pissed now because like, i open up to my mum and told her about the Unfortunate Event and now she's like using that against me and threatening to have a talk with justine and her parents (which is just the lamest SHIT i have heard in my life) But anyway justine's parents know everything.
And my parents think justines damn bad influence because ever since i started school with her i drink and always go out etc etc bla blah blah blah. PUH-LEASE... i started drinking fucking long time ago lah. and not with her. with different groups of people. My parents want me to promise im never going to drink again until im 18. My dad says the stupidest things, i swear.
"You can do so many other things why must you drink". Hi. it's not like i drink everyday. fuck ok? dont be retarded. obviously we go watch movies and shit too.
"Why dont you just drink at family events" what the. when i ask my dad during family events he tells me "OK ONE SIP". and after i take a sip he freaks out and frowns at me and goes like omg, why you take such a big sip....................................................................................................
So anyway, justine is like my best friend/my sister. My brother is an even worse influence on me seriously.
1. he has like 7 tattoos
2. he smokes
3. he curses (ok i do that too)
but basically he does everything "wrong" and shit.
so because hes a bad influence i dont attempt to block him out of my life right. retarded shit seriously.
my mum is seriously fucking irritating. shes like. oh you drink then you get sick then you always come to us. fuck lah ok? i found my own medicine and i wanted to go to the doc's alone but she insisted she had to come. fucking irritating seriously treat me like im 7. "So you think you're old now and you can do whatever you want? you're not even 17 yet". it's back to when i told her i was with josh. that year i turned 16 but my birthday wasnt over yet so every conversation we had she had to remind me that "you're not even 16 yet!"
Whoever tells me that they are just worried is immediately getting deleted off my friends list. hahahaha. ok no but seriously, obviously i know they are worried. im just fucking pissed that my mum thinks she knows everything just because my cousins tell her shit.
Then she gave the sarcastic laugh and i just wanted to throw something at her face.
She's all acting smart like "oh i know justine better than you know her"
YEAH FUCKING RIGHT YOU DO.
i mean, if she sat me down and talked to me properly i would be fine with it, and i definitely wouldnt be acting like such a bitch. but seriously the way she spoke to me makes me so angry.
and then they are talking like how in their times etc etc etc. HELLO, FUCKING FIFTY YEARS LATER ALREADY.
it's all my brother's fault lah fuck. seriously.
and my cousins fucking backstabbers. seriously. EVERY TIME I OPEN UP TO PEOPLE THEY FUCK ME LAH. okay i am so done with the whole talking to family shit.
the only person i am going to talk to and open up from now on is my brother.
fucking stupid you know. seriously. my cousins telling me "justine is going to hurt you, look at the comments she writes on your pictures"
so firstly, she was most probably referring to the picture where justine is calling me a maid.
that is because when we were taking the picture i kept telling justine i look like a maid.
Do they know that? No. So they just talk cock lah.
fuck you know, fucking irritating.
So, anyway, i just want to ask everyone, very kindly, from the bottom of my heart, to
FUCK OFF.
you say shit about josh and now you say shit about justine. fuck lah the ones who hurt me the worst is you lah. what the fucking hell.
ridiculous.
anyway i've decided. i'm going to war it out with my parents. im not going to talk to them anymore.
and if they kick me out of the house, i will live with josh.
and if they send me to my aunts house (like what they did with my brother last time)
i will kill all the fishes there (my uncle keeps arawanas which are a few thousand per fish)
and then i will just hop on the bus and run away to malaysia via the route mas selamat took.
Fuck man, i am seriously so angry now. i came home all happy like a bunny and within 5 minutes of talking to my parents my happiness dissipated.
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Its been quite a long time since i've been so angry. enjfdcmiebfv.
Hello friends. today i had a morethanperfect day with joshybaby. but more on that tomorrow because we need to get to the root of the problem.
Which is my Mum.
So like. Justine's brothers/cousins started the She Shouldn't Be Clubbing Foundation for Justine and i get the Spy On Sarah Through Facebook Secret Society created by my cousins.
except that this time they spy on me through facebook (as the name suggests) and then they CALL MY MOTHER TO TELL HER.
I mean, seriously guys... what the fuck right? So there was a pic of justine posing with a ciggy in her mouth (she doesnt smoke) and now my mum thinks she smokes and therefore she is bad influence etc etc.
So today i came home fucking happy because i had a lovely time with joshy. then my mum has to ruin it by telling me im not allowed to stay over at justine's anymore.
She knows i drink after the Unfortunate Event. So she and my dad are like. OH YOU WERE NEVER LIKE THIS BEFORE. EVERYONE SAYS THEY ARE NOT GOING TO GET ADDICTED BUT LOOK AT YOUR BROTHER. (my brother spoiled my life lah fuck)
Ok, so guys, here is the deal.
In secondary school, i came home everyday after school because my mum has a stupid No going out during school term rule. So i complied and came home to do NOTHING everyday (i swear.)
after four years, i am now in jc and i realised i fucking wasted my four years. so obviously now i start going out more and shit. I highly highly doubt im the kind to bow down to peer pressure. I've been exposed to people who smoke since primary 6 and if i had wanted to pick up the cancer causing habit i would have done so a fucking long time ago.
I am fucking pissed now because like, i open up to my mum and told her about the Unfortunate Event and now she's like using that against me and threatening to have a talk with justine and her parents (which is just the lamest SHIT i have heard in my life) But anyway justine's parents know everything.
And my parents think justines damn bad influence because ever since i started school with her i drink and always go out etc etc bla blah blah blah. PUH-LEASE... i started drinking fucking long time ago lah. and not with her. with different groups of people. My parents want me to promise im never going to drink again until im 18. My dad says the stupidest things, i swear.
"You can do so many other things why must you drink". Hi. it's not like i drink everyday. fuck ok? dont be retarded. obviously we go watch movies and shit too.
"Why dont you just drink at family events" what the. when i ask my dad during family events he tells me "OK ONE SIP". and after i take a sip he freaks out and frowns at me and goes like omg, why you take such a big sip....................................................................................................
So anyway, justine is like my best friend/my sister. My brother is an even worse influence on me seriously.
1. he has like 7 tattoos
2. he smokes
3. he curses (ok i do that too)
but basically he does everything "wrong" and shit.
so because hes a bad influence i dont attempt to block him out of my life right. retarded shit seriously.
my mum is seriously fucking irritating. shes like. oh you drink then you get sick then you always come to us. fuck lah ok? i found my own medicine and i wanted to go to the doc's alone but she insisted she had to come. fucking irritating seriously treat me like im 7. "So you think you're old now and you can do whatever you want? you're not even 17 yet". it's back to when i told her i was with josh. that year i turned 16 but my birthday wasnt over yet so every conversation we had she had to remind me that "you're not even 16 yet!"
Whoever tells me that they are just worried is immediately getting deleted off my friends list. hahahaha. ok no but seriously, obviously i know they are worried. im just fucking pissed that my mum thinks she knows everything just because my cousins tell her shit.
Then she gave the sarcastic laugh and i just wanted to throw something at her face.
She's all acting smart like "oh i know justine better than you know her"
YEAH FUCKING RIGHT YOU DO.
i mean, if she sat me down and talked to me properly i would be fine with it, and i definitely wouldnt be acting like such a bitch. but seriously the way she spoke to me makes me so angry.
and then they are talking like how in their times etc etc etc. HELLO, FUCKING FIFTY YEARS LATER ALREADY.
it's all my brother's fault lah fuck. seriously.
and my cousins fucking backstabbers. seriously. EVERY TIME I OPEN UP TO PEOPLE THEY FUCK ME LAH. okay i am so done with the whole talking to family shit.
the only person i am going to talk to and open up from now on is my brother.
fucking stupid you know. seriously. my cousins telling me "justine is going to hurt you, look at the comments she writes on your pictures"
so firstly, she was most probably referring to the picture where justine is calling me a maid.
that is because when we were taking the picture i kept telling justine i look like a maid.
Do they know that? No. So they just talk cock lah.
fuck you know, fucking irritating.
So, anyway, i just want to ask everyone, very kindly, from the bottom of my heart, to
FUCK OFF.
you say shit about josh and now you say shit about justine. fuck lah the ones who hurt me the worst is you lah. what the fucking hell.
ridiculous.
anyway i've decided. i'm going to war it out with my parents. im not going to talk to them anymore.
and if they kick me out of the house, i will live with josh.
and if they send me to my aunts house (like what they did with my brother last time)
i will kill all the fishes there (my uncle keeps arawanas which are a few thousand per fish)
and then i will just hop on the bus and run away to malaysia via the route mas selamat took.
Fuck man, i am seriously so angry now. i came home all happy like a bunny and within 5 minutes of talking to my parents my happiness dissipated.
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OAFO;AUHUJNER;OIJNBFIB;VUE;UHFDZ;OFJNVA;JREH;GFOUHRAUNFDJVNIADH
Its been quite a long time since i've been so angry. enjfdcmiebfv.
shake me. 10:34 PM.
