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Monday, June 29, 2009
HI pengyoumen!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It feels like forever since i last blogged when in fact it was like what, yesterday? Phew. Blogger has been being a bitch by not allowing me to come here and blog, idk why. im too pretty? dont know, maybe. just a thought.
Fyi been going apeshit lately. Last night saw a new era of Sarah's Mad Emotional Breakdowns. I fur-reaked out big time, dont know why. Maybe it was a mixture of the next day being the first day of exams, being scared about chinese a level oral, being scared about losing josh, being paranoid about everything, FUCK the female hormones.
But anyway, so i called josh and he calmed me down somewhat. I sent him a 4 page hate sms. i was tempted to just go IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU but i figured there wasnt much depth to that, idk? what do you think, friends? AHA.
and no, by the way josh did not do anything to me. like he didnt cheat (ahem) or like. abuse me or anything. i just freaked for nothing.
so today he rushed over after my exam to have lunch with me and spend time because he knows i am in a horribly unstable state. (ok was lah.) and it was really sweet of him. heheheheeheh.
and then just now i started going apeshit again because im really stressed because ih avent exactly studied, like... anything from human geog (see here's the retarded situation. i read through in the first week of june and thought i was fucking champion already then now i realised i DONT KNOW ANYTHING. HARLOW. so its start from scratch again.) so yah. then i messaged him and i was all. Hi i am stressed. and he is all Hi love take it easy dont freak out. HAHAHAHA.
growl. ok gotta go study now, i guess. i've pretty much decided im gonna go to bed at around 1 plus since i've got the whole of human geog. OMG. and some more not like my physical geog is damn steady already. ok SO. scary puhlease. Angels in heaven please guide me. Amen.
Fyi been going apeshit lately. Last night saw a new era of Sarah's Mad Emotional Breakdowns. I fur-reaked out big time, dont know why. Maybe it was a mixture of the next day being the first day of exams, being scared about chinese a level oral, being scared about losing josh, being paranoid about everything, FUCK the female hormones.
But anyway, so i called josh and he calmed me down somewhat. I sent him a 4 page hate sms. i was tempted to just go IHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOUIHATEYOU but i figured there wasnt much depth to that, idk? what do you think, friends? AHA.
and no, by the way josh did not do anything to me. like he didnt cheat (ahem) or like. abuse me or anything. i just freaked for nothing.
so today he rushed over after my exam to have lunch with me and spend time because he knows i am in a horribly unstable state. (ok was lah.) and it was really sweet of him. heheheheeheh.
and then just now i started going apeshit again because im really stressed because ih avent exactly studied, like... anything from human geog (see here's the retarded situation. i read through in the first week of june and thought i was fucking champion already then now i realised i DONT KNOW ANYTHING. HARLOW. so its start from scratch again.) so yah. then i messaged him and i was all. Hi i am stressed. and he is all Hi love take it easy dont freak out. HAHAHAHA.
growl. ok gotta go study now, i guess. i've pretty much decided im gonna go to bed at around 1 plus since i've got the whole of human geog. OMG. and some more not like my physical geog is damn steady already. ok SO. scary puhlease. Angels in heaven please guide me. Amen.
shake me. 9:19 PM.
