So joshybaby and i have been all rocky road the past few weeks.
so i last night i couldnt sleep and i drafted out the entire conversation i wanted to have with him the next day. all my points and arguments about how he is always not there.
UNFORTUNATELY. the next day when he called i lost everything. and i couldnt talk properly. HAHAHA. but no in the end i managed to get my point across (in between bawling my heart out and sad silences) and now we are back to being fine and dandy, which i am very happy about.
He came at around 4plus and we read the newspaper, hugged, held hands, watched Simpsons and True Life, playfought(?), laughed at each other, made lemon tea and ate dinner together.
Great stuff. :)
My brother came home and despite it not being the first time hes seeing me in bangs, he laughed. alot. hahahahaha. oh well! i still like my bangs
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