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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Hi guys. Recently, i took a drill and drilled it into my foot.
Being numb is not nice, it is incredibly scary.
and i bumped into him today. the lastlast time i bumped into him (end of last year), he told me i got fatter. nice.
this time. the conversation went like this.
"why you look so sad"
"i dont."
"hows your boyfriend"
"good"
"oh. still together ah?... aiya... then i want to have a fling with you also cannot. i miss you..............."
"haha............ ya still together"
feel the awkwardness. spread the awkwardness.
Had a date with vallo today.
"dont cry. dont cry."
"I am not going to fucking cry."
Today was the first time Josh called and i wanted so desperately for him to hang up.
Being numb is not nice, it is incredibly scary.
and i bumped into him today. the lastlast time i bumped into him (end of last year), he told me i got fatter. nice.
this time. the conversation went like this.
"why you look so sad"
"i dont."
"hows your boyfriend"
"good"
"oh. still together ah?... aiya... then i want to have a fling with you also cannot. i miss you..............."
"haha............ ya still together"
feel the awkwardness. spread the awkwardness.
Had a date with vallo today.
"dont cry. dont cry."
"I am not going to fucking cry."
Today was the first time Josh called and i wanted so desperately for him to hang up.
shake me. 9:56 PM.
