Hi guys. Recently, i took a drill and drilled it into my foot.
Being numb is not nice, it is incredibly scary.
and i bumped into him today. the lastlast time i bumped into him (end of last year), he told me i got fatter. nice.
this time. the conversation went like this.
"why you look so sad"
"i dont."
"hows your boyfriend"
"good"
"oh. still together ah?... aiya... then i want to have a fling with you also cannot. i miss you..............."
"haha............ ya still together"

feel the awkwardness. spread the awkwardness.

Had a date with vallo today.
"dont cry. dont cry."
"I am not going to fucking cry."

Today was the first time Josh called and i wanted so desperately for him to hang up.

I am in love.

Upcoming (fun) Events in my Oh-So-Excitingnailbiting Life:
1. Rachel's birthday bash tomorrow
2. Zoo with PW groupmates on 2nd (ok... this is supposed to be for "work" but i love the zoo so it's still going to be fun)
3. Butter Factory on 9th (those who are going i can get tickets via justine)
4. Lunch Date with Joshybaby (date unconfirmed)
5. Some other party with dance palz on 13th? (tentative)

this june holidays i am going to tan and grow out my bangs. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Nigel. Life's a tour; and it's the end of the show. says:
haha
haven
i havnet
unno whether i should
...
i swer my keyboard go t prob

✯is this a game? says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
that was fucking funny nigel
oh my god.


Nigel. Life's a tour; and it's the end of the show. says:
haha wthh
err thnaks?
eh anbie
NABEI
nabei*
ccb


✯is this a game? says:
anbie to you too nigel.

nigel is really a retard. HAHAHAAHAHHA.

So joshybaby and i have been all rocky road the past few weeks.so i last night i couldnt sleep and i drafted out the entire conversation i wanted to have with him the next day. all my points and arguments about how he is always not there.UNFORTUNATELY. the next day when he called i lost everything. and i couldnt talk properly. HAHAHA. but no in the end i managed to get my point across (in between bawling my heart out and sad silences) and now we are back to being fine and dandy, which i am very happy about.He came at around 4plus and we read the newspaper, hugged, held hands, watched Simpsons and True Life, playfought(?), laughed at each other, made lemon tea and ate dinner together.Great stuff. :)My brother came home and despite it not being the first time hes seeing me in bangs, he laughed. alot. hahahahaha. oh well! i still like my bangs

I just asked twinkle if she wanted to go to butter on 9th june. and this was her response.

twinkle says:
haha go see them make butter?
with mr tay ah
hahaha

✯cheebs. says:
you are kidding right

twinkle says:
mr tay also say he

✯cheebs. says:
about "go see them make butter"

twinkle says:
s going what
oh cheh/
haha

✯cheebs. says:
ok cos these kind of jokes cant come from you. cos.. i will just think youre serious
anyway no he wont go lah. like, this ones an underage party
so yah

twinkle says:
um. i meant it leh.
so its not really a butter factory? o.o

✯cheebs. says:
..

twinkle says:
hahahaha okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

✯cheebs. says:
its a club. you know right.
seriously?

twinkle says:
ohhh.

✯cheebs. says:
HAHAHAHA
are you serious

twinkle says:
yes i am serious -_-
i've never heard of it before
other than when mr tay said it
so i thought its a teachers retreat or something.

i just died a little inside. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

Updates on the Hair:
Feels Less like Barbiedollish hair.

yesterday i was walking to the toilet with twinkle. they have this metal reflective thing that you can see your reflection.
so i was wondering who the girl behind us was. and why she was walking so fucking close to us.
then i realised that girl was me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok. not funny. but yah. true story but only for about 2 seconds. luckily i didnt say it out loud.

and i am aware that my bangs are not straight. AHAHAH.

josh asked if i used a ruler to assist in cutting.

Hi guys. i'm still not used to bangs. are you? I shocked everyone in school today. Everyone was laughing. but it was okay because i laughed along. and then threatened to kill them. HAHAHAHA.

i think im starting to get used to it though. but i have to see how to take pictures. because like i perfected the art of taking pictures with my previous hair. so this one... might take some time. So far, everyone who has seen the pictures in the post below have laughed. so here's more! HAHAHA





i look soooo weird. HAHAAHA
anyway my hair dries damn fast nowadays. i like. :)

today was a good day, despite ending at close to 6pm. (5.45 to be exact)
i asked twinkle if next time i should get. a German Shepherd, St Bernard or a Golden Retriever.
In her excitement, she said. GOLDEN SHEPHERD!
it was damn funny.

and today miss baptist was talking about rocks and all. she was like
"Carbonation and solution results in the minerals dissolving. if any of you dares to write granular or block disintegration tomorrow in your test, i will make you eat the test paper on the spot"
about five minutes later, chin seng goes in his usual ahbeng accent "so . carbonation gives block disintegration har?"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. miss baptist was like "eat your tutorial now."

and josh saw my hair. he claims he likes it. hahahaahahah. then at dinner mum said i look like china doll. and josh damn happy all and was like "HAHA, you're channel 8 now. i am going to call you channel 8. im nat geo" nat geo my ass joshua.

im showing my hair off to cool kids in school now via webcam. HAHAHA

Nigel:
(im half naked lah nabei)

me:
fuck
so am i la
faster

Nigel:
__

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA


Saeful. says:
nigel laughs like a donkey asshole
hahah
i dont

Hello friends,
today i went to church in my toga dress and bangs.
reactions from friends/family:
NehNeh: hao kan
Mum: oh! now i know who you look like... tarzan
dad: nice everything nice. you look like val
ahyee: hates the hair, hates the dress
jiejielyd: okay.
vallo: LOVES the hair LOVES the dress even more
auntie who sells drinks at the coffeeshop we always go to: says i've lost alot of weight and asked if i signed up for any weight loss programme (!!!) she was serious.

moral of the story: i have no pictures of either the dress or the hair. (ok the hair have lah but its fug. i need to let it rest first because its angry that i cut it.)

anyway. twinkle and i decided to go on a diet in june to lose weight. yesterday. she came over with chocolate fudge cake and i gave her waffles with ice cream. we are going to be sooo encouraging.

anyway. i realised i have been wanting to cut my hair since i was sec 3. but never dared to. so here are the reasons why i cut bangs:
1. justine gave me the courage
2. we had a deal that if either one of us cut the other must cut too. (if she jumps off a cliff, i will too.)
3. so that me, molly, freja, juzzy and vallo can form a club. The Bang Bangs.
4. i was bored with having the same hairstyle for the past forever and i needed change
5. i was bored
6. i was seriously balding.

justine and i just cut bangs. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAH. it is SO freaking funny. whatever you do i can do better!

A few days ago i was on the bus when i heard a clicklicklick sound. so of course i was annoyed and i was wondering what the freaking hell that sound was. so i searched and i found. it was a woman, sitting on the bus, cutting her fingernails with a nail cutter.
Seriously, WHAT. THE. HELL.?! why dont we all start flossing our teeth on buses too. disgusting, really.

anyway, i just finished watching Princess Diaries 2.
it was lovely. i want to be a princess. HAHAHAHA. no actually i just want a dog. a st bernard to be exact. they are FREAKING the cutest things in the world. anyway i have been spending alot of time petting my hamsters these days. they are so cute. :) if you dont already have a hamster go get one.

Sup.
Here's some updates of my less than interesting life.
1. ditched school on thursday, got a 2day mc.
2. went to school left an hour early cos i had cramps. (i kid you not. my uterus was in self destruct mode)
3. sleep for 6 hours
4. today i started math tuition. it was good.
5. i am going to start studying for lit. 9 chapters! whoohoo!
6. i miss joshybaby. he just finished his exam. he might come. but hes having a headache so idk.
And. on monday and tuesday i end at 6pm. whoohoo. i dont know how i'm going to excite myself about a 10 hour long school day(exciting myself is necessary because otherwise i will go to school and come back before assembly has even started. but i promise you guys i am never doing that again because that's just lame. i have to be a good student) twice in a row. nice.

Dearest Joshybaby,

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!
i know today was a quite a sad day for us because i ended up staying at home (alone) the whole day and you had to do your exam but... ok i cant think of a but now. it's just sad. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

anyway. i'm sorry for all the times when i made you sad.
For example.
when i hit you in the nuts yesterday. (i swear i didnt mean it)
or the many times where you cut your hair and i told you it looks like shit. (well that one i kind of meant. but you know that its only because im not used to it. i dont like change remember)
and for the times when i told you you suck balls.
and when i lost joshy (the rabbit) and ended up finding it underneath the couch. (i think that was your fault cos i gave it to you to let you sleep with it so you wouldnt get lonely. but now its still at the bottom of the laundry basket waiting to be washed ok that part is my fault)
and for the many times when it was my fault but i decided to just blame it on you
and when i sabo you. (like the time i told dad you hit me but he just laughed. that was really mean of him)
and when i wanted to kiss you and then i decided not to and then you wanted to kiss me and i said no.
oh also that time when i called you the worst boyfriend in the world.


but at the end of the day, you know i really really really love you more than anything else in the world and this is the longest relationship i have ever had. yay us! love you ttmomomomomomo

Here's some pics from yesterday. i wrote joshy a poem. HAHAHA but it was cheesy like mad so i had to censor it.

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